Please pardon me during this melancholy transition.

I apologize for being such a forgetful person. A vast number of things have been occupying the foreground of my mind over the last couple years and I am sorry that you were not one of them. It's not that you are not important to me. It's just that you are all of permanent residence there and I was welcoming the new thoughts to the neighborhood. I am substantially regretful of my behavior and I promise that things will change... I will change... no I have changed, in that I have become more of myself than I have ever been. I am just not sure how to handle it. You see, it all came flying at me in one giant flock resulting in a bloodcurdling collision. I am still healing. But healing takes time. I need more time. Perhaps 6 months shall do it. By the end of this summer I will be ready to give you the attention you have always had such cravings for and well deserve. Just remember that I have not forgotten about you and I will be back, eventually.